spending every moment in the studio …
i’m in the audio/video editing room at the library trying to record a song in memory of ashley , but i keep switching back and forth to studying etc . i’m in one of the strangest moods … like i have so much work to do , but there’s no space in my mind for anything else …
- valentine’s day is coming up - i know you guys remember my rant about valentine’s day last year . lol about how unimportant it is to me and how i’ve never had a valentine , etc . but since i did last year , i kind of expect it now , but there’s no one to expect it from “/
- my grandmother is losing her mind - it’s stressing my mom out soooo much and i probably care about my mother more than anyone on earth so i’m really tired of it all . like her mental state has driven her to be so mean and hateful towards my mom and i really can’t take that . and i can hear the despair in my mother’s voice every time she calls .
- my gpa was too low last semester which could cost me being in the honors program - i got a letter today saying that if my gpa isn’t brought up by .4 points , then i’m out of honors . hell of a pill to swallow .
- i’m really starting to like this guy - this is a good one . i really am . and i really want to spend more quality time with him and get to know him better . we’ll see where this goes .
- there aren’t enough hours in the day - i lolly-gag and waste so much time that i end up running out of it . something needs to change .
and these things don’t even begin to explain …
