in about six and a half hours , I’ll be on a plane headed back to Atlanta (: this break was not everything I hoped it would be . mostly because I still don’t have a car . but I guess that was a bit of a good thing in a way because I went out of my way to see the people that meant the most . so I guess being immobile showed me what was really important . I guess . lol my family is slowly falling apart in every way possible ; it’s all things I saw coming . I’ve been strong enough this long to handle curve balls , I just hope my sister can find it in herself to be a big girl . it sucks that the same thing that happened to me at her age is here again . I want her to be a child as long as she can , but in our house you have to be able to take a punch , metaphorically of course . I worry about her so much because she means the world to me . being away from her has brought us closer and I’ve finally learned how to show her how much I love her .
in other news I’m really excited to get back to classes . my gpa needs work and I’ve taken it as a personal challenge to make all As this semester . so here goes (:
this break has given me almost an entire new outlook on life . God has strategically placed people in my life to show me the things I was blinded from before . so here’s to 2012
