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days like this we remember the fallen that made us all who we are . missing houston fa sho today . can’t wait till we all finish school and sit around in my backyard like we never left . rip to our lost soldiers / ground breakers / screw legends / mf hard hittaz . šŸ’œšŸ‡šŸ§šŸ¼ #june27 #ripbigmoe #ripdjscrew #rippimpc

days like this we remember the fallen that made us all who we are . missing houston fa sho today . can’t wait till we all finish school and sit around in my backyard like we never left . rip to our lost soldiers / ground breakers / screw legends / mf hard hittaz . šŸ’œšŸ‡šŸ§šŸ¼ #june27 #ripbigmoe #ripdjscrew #rippimpc

theobey-breezy:

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rubyetc:

sketches for a thing

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sketches for a thing

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I liked seeing the world differently than everybody else . but was that me running from everything ? I attributed how misunderstood I was to me just being different , but do I even fully understand myself ? I’ve idolized my father from the time my heart made it’s first beat . when he left me for 6 years , I didn’t blame him . people tried to fill my head with thoughts about who he really was and what he was capable and incapable of . I refused it all , calling them all liars , including my mother . but his homecoming wasn’t what I expected and he’s turned into a complete stranger . whenever I would present and issue , he would assure me “it’s not as bad as it sounds” . any negativity I felt towards him I dismissed as hard as I could because I needed him like an every-now-and-again crutch . I thought our relationship was one of the FEW things I could always fall back on , but now I feel like a statistic without a father and I am sick down to my spirit . I feel like I’ve lost my grip on my entire life because I trusted him for guidance and advice , now looking back at all the things I’ve done because he said I should may all have been terrible ideas . which has me filled with panic , fear , and regret and I don’t know where to go from here .

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loosetie:

Life…. God has a reason for everything; it’s not our job to question! @bitchim_2cup (orange shorts) you had the hunger, talent charisma and style. I was just talking to the “Big Bro” & team about the summer and how we gonna move. Another one gone too soon! @fedigreen @_lvbaby & the rest of the #247entertainment family hold your head. #LordKnows

we was supposed to make a movie . #RIP

loosetie:

Lifeā€¦. God has a reason for everything; itā€™s not our job to question! @bitchim_2cup (orange shorts) you had the hunger, talent charisma and style. I was just talking to the ā€œBig Broā€ & team about the summer and how we gonna move. Another one gone too soon! @fedigreen @_lvbaby & the rest of the #247entertainment family hold your head. #LordKnows

we was supposed to make a movie . #RIP

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why do i feel so alone . likeĀ everybody passing through the studio is in character as if they actin out a movie role . talkin bullshit as if it were for me to know . but i just want the chance to give somebody else the cue to go . but they stick aroundĀ kicking out feedback . i’m forced to entertain it as if i need that . i had a talk with myself and we agreed that my sanity’s about the only thing i need back . but . it’s hard to think of them polite flows when forever 21 dresses are your night clothes and bebe sweat suits are your flight clothes and you still make it even when they say your flight closed . eyes hurting from the super potent weed smoke . life was so full now this shit just beingĀ lipo’d . always wanted my life back on the right track . but in this game you only lose when you fight back . gold plated bracelets admitting to be basic . i can’t live and hold the camera ; someone gotta tape this . but i’m still a bitch that ain’t married , i am a miss . 24 hours of greatness then comatose . i’ll never forget the moment i began to doubt transitioning fromĀ fitting in to standing out . it’s like when i moved down to the atlanta south finagled behind stages too excited to pull my camera out . and my motherĀ embarrassed to pull my gram out . but then she scrolls about 5 pictures down . and says this why my finger doesn’t have a crown . but i don’t wanna feel the need to wear disguises around . so she wonder where my mind is . accounts in the minus but yet i’mĀ rollin round the fuckin city like your highness . got niggas reacting without a sinus cause what i’m working with is timeless . and promoters tryna get me back in they club . they say i’d have fun but i can’t imagine how . cuz i just seen my ex-girl standing with my sister girl standing with the girl that i hang out with now . and shit can get weird if i put my drink down . and so i stay clear . this is a small town . everybody talks and everybody listens . but somehow the truth just always comes up missing . i’ve always been more than the labels that i buy . showing the unworthy too much of my soul . i wonder if niggas be like “damn gia fly” and they friend be like “silly motha fucka i know” . but i know they don’t . cuz niggas really pass up on me . use me for my body and really pass up on me . never let a nigga spend his cash all on me . but i’m “too much” and they pass up on me ! but i let it go . at least i try to . but bad shit happens when you hiding what’s inside you . but slip up and shoot theĀ wrong fuckin video and they think they can label you however they decide to . but drizzy told me to do me . and don’t listen to anybody that knew me . cause to have known me would mean that there’s a new me and if you think i changed in the slightest could’ve fooled me . boy in my city i’m the 2-3 . drug dealers live vicariouslyĀ through me . i wannaĀ quit school but not because i’m lazy . i’m just not the campus type and spelhouse life isĀ crazy . understand . i could live your life with my eyes closed . lost some of my hottest verses in my old phone . so if you find a blackberry with the side scroll , keep thatĀ mothafucka ; what it says i don’t wanna know .Ā cause i don’t need those thoughts back and i never will . dealing with new shit . always crying still . my little sister put my name in her display field cuz all her little friends put my ass on aĀ pedesteel . toldĀ myself cuz thisĀ drizzy shit you better kill . summer 14 got a “making of a legend” feel . problem with this life kids , nothing’s real .Ā 

yeah . that’s all i can say .Ā 

Ā 

smile comes through though my eyes might cry .

something subconsciously has happened to how i deal with the life i live . i’m starting to question everything i see as normal and everything i see as functional . shit ain’t right .Ā 

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